Sunday, June 20

  • I'm in stress!!!
  • I'm in stress right now... After so long never been in stress. Today early morning I went to gym. I was feeling good, coz today I'm having a gym challange with my partner, Chings. I was really motivated to take part, coz the winning team will get IBM notebook, X40. But she didn't turn up... I thought she's coming coz last night she sms me, letting me know bout it... At the end, she didn't. But I was ok.. Later on, my mum called... As usual, she asking me about what am I doing, I told her that I'm at the gym, then she start asking me if I got any job yet, I told her, not yet, since I didn't get any comfirmation from all the interview that I went for... then she said things that annoyed me. She telling me that, I've been jalan-jalan in KL, spending money. I just keep quiet.. coz I was in public place... But the truth that, I didn't even go KL for weeks now, the last time I had been out, with friends for the sake of entertaiment was 2 days ago, after weeks I didn't watch movies, last movie I catch was free. I hardly go out, even doing dieting, eating only twice a day. Mostly sandwiches. She asked me to go back Johor, which was stupid... What I'm gonna do there?? I'm still looking for job, it's not like I just playing around here...
    Then later on, my bike rosak, half way from my house... under the scorching sun and tired body, I had to push my bike. But then I get fed-up, I left it in-front of 7 Eleven. Damn!! Why must it all happened now, if I repaired the bike will coz me money, and if I asked my parent for it, surely my great mother will says something that so annoyingly shit to make me upset again... No wonder my elder brother prefer to work in KL to stay away from her, and soon, it will be me... I'm just wait for the moment to go aboard and most probably will never come back!!! I'm too tired with her... Never stop nagging... Called me ungreatfull son, but I had enough!!! Right now, what I'm thinking is how on earth I'm gonna repair my bike....

    1 Comments:

    Anonymous Anonymous said...

    i'm sorry all of this had to happen to you.. & i'm sorry i can't make things better. . But i like the way you talked about your 'Great mother', heh heh like some royalty club of fucked up moms (mine included)!
    Anyway, everyone in the corner of the globe is suffering from the lack of smthing - love, money, etc.. but may the horse be with you, have faith that life will pull through, & 'ye shall prevail' !

    3:28 pm  

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