Money, money and more money...

I've been working like hell since got this low-self-respect level job. Working as kitchen helper even I got a diploma in professional Chef... I don't mind getting a low position, but working everyday as a Runner everyday as to refill the buffer from breakfast and lunch... really pissed me off. I really didn't enjoyed it. From 7am till 3pm have to walk as back and forth... really aching my legs. If u guys thought that I'm week.. you are wrong... I happened to be most motivated person among all my friends, I never say quit, I will never ever quit. But then again, this is with an exception. My colleagues are dead ass hole. Only few people that I hang around with. Urgh.. Now to think about it.. I wish I was working in KDU. I thinking that, my experiences during my industrial training are much better that working here. I learnt a lot during my training than working as kitchen helper. Oh by the way, if you like to eat in Hilton, better think twice, since I'm working here, there's not even once, hygiene manager to check the kitchen condition, or I think they don't have one. Not like Shangri-La while they did a spotcheck everyweek. And here, we use one chopping board and there's no colour coded knifes and chopping board. In the chiller, only clean one in a while and it wasn't as sistematic as in Golden Sands. Talking about 5 stars hotel...??

My whole body is aching coz too tired. I getting less time to go to gym. I hate that!! I getting less rest.. I'm having a minor migraine back since this morning. I need to start my speech to be submited tomorrow for review by mss anne.

Parry and me always talking about getting more money, yeah we need money to survive in this material worlds, but then again I was thinking that right now, all i need is experience to get establish in this cullinary world. But she need more money to indulge with new clothing and any
many self-indulgement. With I need to, but have to hold everything back... have to be patience. Right now, it's now the right time for me to spend, I have to save coz for my US working thingy.