What I am...?

Hmm... I guess I know this will comes... I'm not sure if I working in kitchen in really the path that I should take. It seems that I really don't enjoy it as much as before. Everytime I try to think that I'm doing the rite thing, the possitive thoughts.. the negatives will follow later. Everymorning before I leave to work, I keep the positive thoughts, but later when something wrong happened on my job, I started to think negative about it. I don't know what to do.... I'm confused... But then again.. I always say to myself to hold on, maybe only for few months, for me to get use to this. I just hoping it gets better...