I'm feeling really mixed up and a little bit confused. I'm leaving my job in Shangri La soon, but I'm not sure if I managed to work in US. I feel like loosing control. Control over my own decision. Can't decide. I chatted with Chings, she told me the group breaking apart. Then, she add one sentense at the end of our conversation... That I'm leaving... That's makes me realizes that the time are pretty soon. I'm very very nervous now... Over Shang, over New Orleans... And from today's experience, that Edward and John leaving, Jenny Korea message me in Friendster that she missed me... I feel sad... Coz I'll know, by the time come, when I'm leaving... I would be on my own. It's not like I'm going to study, coz it would be different, I'm going to work... Rite now, I feel the loneliness that I might faced when the time comes.
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Right now, I'm worry that if I'm able to get to US. Coz the guy who in charge my application went all quiet for suddent. I'm supposed to leave Shangri La (which going to give me bad reputation), and he just keep quiet. By this time, I'm supposed to get the package, so I can do my Visa. But now, I'm still waiting. THat's worry me.
And the other thing, yeah i'm worry about being in foreign country.. i will have fun, i will get new friends, nope, i'm not gonna shag a pretty girl , yes i will enjoying myself there, it just that worry about the people that I left behind... worry about i missing them...
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