It's been a exuberantly unhappy 2 weeks...

Yes, I haven't get any news regarding my visa application. It's been 2 weeks now. I heard nothing from the embassy. Everyday for the past 2 weeks, my day full of anticipation of waiting a call from unknown number. I get restless.. My parents keep bugging me... I feel so useless... What can I do? Nothing.. Just wait and be patient - that's what friend told me. Yeah! Be patient!! For how long?? My due was way over... I'm running out of cash... and patient. Shit!! Why it takes so long for them to process it? Why do I still here, instead there! I hated myself for not being able to know what's going on...