The very first thing that running in my mind when I woke up this morning was my current job situation... And I pondering on it for quite sometimes on my bed until I heard 'ding' form my pc letting me know that I have a new mail. It was from Karen. She made a comment about what I wrote last night. She made a comment that I had thought about it last night. Presumed that I will ever get my foot in US soil by next year, I have decided to let go my job in Shangri La. It's not because I'm confident enough to get a job later, but because I know I will get a job that I really want. I've been working in Shangri La for 2 months, and all I can see is that, I really learn nothing. It just that I'm working in the kitchen wherelse everything had been done, all I have to do is the finishing touch. I didn't pay RM 20,000+ for my education that!! Now, all I'm hopping is that, I got thru the process for US job. If I didn't get that, I think most probably I will end up in KDU. I still have plan for my future but let's say don't get excited over it. I like to keep it open for any other option in future.
Then later, I looked at the clock, it was 10am. I just realized that John and Ed are on the way to Penang... Hmm.. It's weird, I kindda missed them... Not only me, but Suleen too... We just had a week spend together, but the bond is different. It's funny come to think about it. Later in the afternoon, she was telling me that when they had to leave, she almost cry... Then I told her that I had to leave early last night coz I didn't want to be so dramatic... Hahaha...
Later on at the evening, me and Theo had a drink in Dharoos. We were discussing about life and career. Yeah, I feel the pressure right now, and thanks for a long week of silence between me and the guy in London who arrange my working paper in US, it just make me all shock up and anticipating. Theo was telling me, all about his fond memories when he was in London with Ariel and bunch of Malaysian there... I felt a bit jealous. Jealous that I had to spend my teenage life in Malaysia, all I have been is in Malaysia. All I want is when someone talking about living aboard, I can say "been there, done that!" Hmm.. I'm really hopping that I got all cleared to go to US!!
I have done my resignation letter. I decided to resign on 1 October. I know I took a drastic measure. But it's me. I'm all erratic. By the 5 October, I will be in Penang for few days.
Then later, I looked at the clock, it was 10am. I just realized that John and Ed are on the way to Penang... Hmm.. It's weird, I kindda missed them... Not only me, but Suleen too... We just had a week spend together, but the bond is different. It's funny come to think about it. Later in the afternoon, she was telling me that when they had to leave, she almost cry... Then I told her that I had to leave early last night coz I didn't want to be so dramatic... Hahaha...
Later on at the evening, me and Theo had a drink in Dharoos. We were discussing about life and career. Yeah, I feel the pressure right now, and thanks for a long week of silence between me and the guy in London who arrange my working paper in US, it just make me all shock up and anticipating. Theo was telling me, all about his fond memories when he was in London with Ariel and bunch of Malaysian there... I felt a bit jealous. Jealous that I had to spend my teenage life in Malaysia, all I have been is in Malaysia. All I want is when someone talking about living aboard, I can say "been there, done that!" Hmm.. I'm really hopping that I got all cleared to go to US!!
I have done my resignation letter. I decided to resign on 1 October. I know I took a drastic measure. But it's me. I'm all erratic. By the 5 October, I will be in Penang for few days.
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