Good start!

Work was good eventhough it was busy as a heavy traffic at a small road. It was non-stop! Luckily i wasn't alone. I was with c. I can't remember her name. She's a new overnight cook. I'm training her. It's my previlage to train someone. Oh! The reason that it was busy last night because it's essence music festival in new orleans. God! If she wasn't with me, i would be crying for help!
I told everyone that mike had called me and said hi to them. They were suprise!
My mood is good today, and hoping that it will last whole day. I don't know why i'm in such a good mood, maybe because of his call? Or maybe i'm happy that soon i'm not going to be doing overnight. But lately, after i decided to confront my own fear of self-rejection and decided to be open to myself, i feel like i'm living in brand new me. Even not everyday, i feel like brand new, but still i don't feel like hating myself anymore. I'm more aware with what i'm thinking, i'm not putting myself in a situation where i have to think negatively bout myself. But still, i'm not willing or still hard to tell my feeling over someone, even to someone close.