I'm a love fool!

I'm a love fool. 3 years ago, i told myself not to fall in love again after i accidently felt in love without realizing that i were. It was a strange love. At that times i was totally different, i didn't even admitted that i was in love. And recently, it happened again, almost in the same situation. But i knew that i was in love, just that i didn't tell that i'm in love when i got my chance. It happened so quick and i know that it won't last. Now i miss that person. Almost everyday, there will be a person that known that person, will asking me if that person ever call me. They just make me thinking of that person more. How i wish that i never been in the same situation again. I almost take everything away from my life when the last time happened. And now, i have the same thought again.
On the last day before that person left, i send a text messages telling that i in love but some of the messages were truncated and before that person took the flight out, that person called and told me that that person had recieved. But i didn't explained, we just talk something else, i were stupid for not letting use truth out. Now, i'm regretting. The reason that i'm not telling, i don't want our friendship tarnish with this stupid feeling that i have, but i kind of ruined it.
Yesterday, i dreamt about this, from what i remembered from the dream, i had to let it go. I have to.