Am i for real?

Fake to feel full before my next meal.
Fake to reach orgasm when i masturbate
Fake to say this would be my last cigarette before i lit another one
Fake to give a hug eventhough i wouldn't care bout that person
Fake to say i did a good job after my work
Fake to eat last cracker before i ate the whole bag
Fake to put money in my saving account before i draw the money out the next day
Fake to enjoy listening the whole album just because of only one song
Fake to laugh to really bad joke
Fake to feel refresh after 4 hours sleep
Fake to feel good when i look at the mirror
Fake to say that i'm doing great but nothing that i achieved
Fake to say this would be the last dollar to spend for the week but next hour i would spend on something that i don't need
Fake to be working out later but instead watching tv for whole night
Fake to be sad bout something but inside i would be gloating like a mad man
Fake that i know nothing but just to make sure that i'm the only one knows bout it
Fake to say that i don't have money to those poor people but i have $50 in my wallet
Fake that i don't want to be anyone else other than me but would be dreaming of becoming someone else
Fake to act friendly but feel annoyed
Fake on giving advise that i'm the one who badly need an advice
Fake that i lost a pound but i gained two
Fake that i would be better the next day but i actually re-live the yesterday
Fake to be happy and cheery but crying inside
Fake to enjoy the movie just because i paid $6 for it
Fake to think i'm smart but actually clueless
Fake to forget bad things that happened but still regretting
Fake to believe that the world is a beautiful place where i couldn't care bout those people who struggle even to breath
Fake to be with friends but wanted to be alone
Fake to say yes, but meaning no
Fake to have good life but dead inside.
Faking somehow sums up the whole truth.