That's it... It's over...

Have you ever feel that you used up?? I can say that I am. During my study I always dreamt about working in top kitchen in a top hotel. But then I'm working in top hotel but not in a top kitchen. Being working in Shangri La, gradually I feel demotivated. Because of the time schedule and the kitchen that I'm working in. Being a top student in college, it doen't help if I'm stuck with the job that I don't like. Don't get me wrong here. I like being in the kitchen, I like working with pans and pots. The heat, the tenses and the fast pace work life. It just that in the kitchen that I'm right now does not gives me the thing that I wanted. It feels like there always something missing whenever I step in the kitchen. This week is gonna be the last week I'm working in Shangri La. Yup, I'm resigning effecting this Thursday. I'm gonna be jobless this Friday. I have to start all over again. Sadly, I'm only lasted for 2 months in Shangri La. I feel like I had lost the focus that I used to have.