It's not over...

I send an email to Song, telling him that I have a financial problem to go to US. He wrote back to me saying that I can't let this opportunities go. I have come almost to the last stage, the hotel has agree to take me and pay half of the fees... I can't turn back and let go. I don't want to feel regret after letting this go. I have my own future to think about... Forget about the financial, work out something... I decided to be a gigolo!!!

Nah... Just kidding. Nope, I decided to get a loan from my parents. They said they will not gives the money, but if I want, they can give a loan. It's better than nothing. So, I asked Song again, how much I get working in US... Then I start to figure it out, to pay the loan and save a little bit for myself, so when I'm coming back, at least I have a little money to spend on something. Yes!! I can pay the loan. I have to pay only US$200 a month for 18 months to payback the loan. Tomorrow gonna let my parrents know that I willing to take the loan.

I got a job in One Utama, starting this Thursday... It's a temp job before leaving to US. I need to start saving... So no more clubbing and movies. No more entertaiment until the last week I'm here...