Nothing...

Last night I had dinner with Theo and Suleen at this Tanjung Puteri Stall at Sri Hartamas. Having nasi lemak for dinner was a great treat for me since it's been months since I had a good nasi lemak for dinner. I was a bit down, because I've been thinking about the situation that I'm having. Prior of waiting my parents feedback about the loan, I have to plan for something. I hate waiting... I'm anxious what they going to say, and the result from the AIPT and the US embassy. It just remind me about calling my mom for this matters. They know that I'm disappointed. I am.

At these moment, I feel like changing the whole plan. Instead going to US, maybe I'm going to UK. Theo told me that they need people in the hotel that he's working. And I'd told him that I'll give a though about it... Hmmm... Seems that I've lost my decision making abilities. Or I had ruined it...

Everytime when I look for the time, I see this watch that I'm wearing... The watch that said about my perseverance during in college. It just remind me to stay focus...