Wednesday, June 30

  • This is not as exciting as I thought...
  • Well 3rd day passed... still a juice guy

    Any improvement over my feeling towards the staffs... Nope... Getting worst.. I hate most of them, is it me or what??!! NO!! Even few of us who are the part-timers think the same… Even one of the permanent junior staff telling me his feeling and he want to change place as soon as possible…

    It’s not just me… Maybe it just my 3rd day. Give a little bit more time to bend in.
    One think I noticed that these people are claptrap, they thought they are so so so good, but they aren’t. The sous chef even had to teach them how to handle knife. Their logical senses are nonexistent. Hahaha…

    They still give the cold treatment towards the trainees… They feel browbeaten towards us… Coz we might taking over their jobs… Even more towards me coz I have a diploma and much better sense of logical thoughts than them.They feel intimidated by me, coz I’m better then them. A lot better…!!

    I think Hilton staffs are the most stuck-up ever… I to tested them, by smiling at them if I ever passed them, any responded, nope… Oh wait, only few people… Kitchen staffs? A few, only the juniors. The seniors, ohh they thought they are so good. Even I had on incident with this pak cik who are better be gone that staying there… When I was walking to other kitchen, we walk at the same lane, and he just keep walking, we almost bumped each other, I wasn’t looking coz I was lost and looking for a way… Ohh!! And by the way, they thought I had mastered the hotel layouts and the place to get stuffs. I even got scolded by the asshole stupid bigheaded chef of not knowing that the deep fried tofus are prepared in cold kitchen. How should I know… In Penang, deep fried tofus are from main kitchen. And is it a wrong things to ask if I didn’t know?? Pig..!! Don't assumed that I know everything works here!!!

    I smsed my dad after working. About my feeling... Rite now, I really need to go to US so much… I hope I got my visas approved… I already set my mind about it, no question asked. If I didn’t get it, I think I need to change place… Much better place… I prefer Shangri La KL. I worked there last year, and the staffs there are much friendlier…
    I didn’t go to gym again, I feel so fat now… Anger and stressed. Tomorrow need to work two shifts coz had to do outside function.

    Tuesday, June 29

  • Juice man...
  • 2nd day...
    I became a juice man for breakfast buffet. Well I need to learn something, including becoming the lowest rank staff here. The staffs here are a bit uptight here, not like Penang staffs in Golden Sands, they are more friendly...
    Here the buffet isn't as great as in Golden Sands, but they need twice as worker as in GS. Talking about efficiency... It's nothing compare with GS. The staffs also nothing compare in GS. I'm not being bias coz of the people here, but I feel they need to cool down not so being uptight... Let loose a thing... Start treat people who are new like me better... Understand that I didn't know the kitchen very well and please don't be such a scumbag!!
    I didn't go to gym today, although Chings asked me... I didn't bring my stuff to work coz I didn't have my locker yet!! I feel stressed...

  • A pile of chunky tuna meat...
  • Hilton PJ is coolest hotel i ever work!! They have this staffs' lounge that complete with 55 inches projection tv, 2 billiards tables, a messager chair, 3 Dell PCs, with a laser printer and very cosy setty. WOW!! I was so surprised!! The food is good, no complaint... Though I don't really ngam with the staffs, but it was my first day. But I feel so good, to be back in the kitchen.

    Oh.. I think I might give someone feel unsecure bout their job, coz I accidently show-off, it all because of tuna salad. He doesn't know what they handling, and I spurred out the name of the fish. But I don't care less bout it. Coz I'm started thinking that, this gonna be my temp job until going to US. Hope so...

    I had to do OT, till 8pm. Coz one of the staff was MC. Tomorrow gonna start at 7am. And Parry, Karen L, Ricky and me when yum cha after my workout... Yummy cakes (yes its cakes...). They the only friends that I have from the college, including some other guys, less then 5 people...

    Ok.. hav to rest... Need my beauty sleep...

    Friday, June 25

  • a bottle of coke light and a bag of nachos...
  • It's my last post for today... If I ever post this thing everyday... lol. Ok.. I got part time job in Hilton, at least I'm working, I didn't care about how much I get, it just gonna be for my experience sake and to fill up my day with something good. But I'm not sure if I could spend or at least going to the gym, I'm gonna be a miserable freek then.. But the Hilton is near to Axis, it should be no problem. Tomorrow gonna meet my parents at Bukit Jalil.. I have to travel that far... But nevermind... I wish I have a car.. easy for me to travel and to go 'enjoying' myself with friends...
    Eric called me again, asking about how to write a resume... Hmm... See.. If they need help, sure call me...
    I called Lulu aka Terrence, he's not happy with his work rite now, hmm.. he got pay a lot compare with me, but he's not happy, coz the owner of the restaurant only asking him to prepare the drinks... It's not fair!! He's a good chef, only he's a bit slow, but he's good. He asked me for advice... Coz he got another offer in One Utama, in Road House steak restaurant, but the payment not as good, but he will learn a lot preparing food. I just tell him, to look for the best possible thing that might happened, if he decided to switch job. But if he want to learn more, without thinking how much he got, he should go to the steak house. At least he will be treated well... Even more, the restaurant that he currently working the supervisor is our ex-class mates that I annoyed sooo sooo much... If I were him, I switch my job long ago...
    Oh.. Gym today was good... Meet with the same gang... GYM JUNKIES.. And I got to know nice leng luis... BJ, and two manicure girls (forgot their names). BJ is a nice girl... Quite attractive.. Hmm.. wondering something here... ;)
    I'm chatting with one of the gym junkie rite now, Rebecca...
    I'm thinking about the US job, it will be my good experience, but have to leave this people, hmm.. quite sad... I'm gonna missed them, as what happened to the Penang gang... Good Night!!

  • I got it...
  • Hey! I got the job in Hilton PJ... Start this Monday. Although as a part time which is great since I still have to finish one more subject... But the exec chef trust me to give me this job. Most of the guys the went for the interview have excellence experiences, wherelse me, I'm the only one who just graduated. My strong point is my capable of speaking in English and diploma. So the chef take me... And I start straight away without any 2nd interview... Whoo hooo!! GOnna be late for class... Ciao!!

    Thursday, June 24

  • Another interview...
  • Yup, another interview tomorrow, and still, I'm awake... This time in Hilton PJ. Hmm... anything to say... nothing.. Today? Hmm.. Nothing special except I'm a bit hyper this morning in the gym. Acting like crazy person with Parry. I'm gonna miss her if I ever gonna leave to US.
    Ohh.. Eric called me twice... Asking me about this AIPT program. Hmm... This guy, after we finished training, he didn't even say hi to me, now, looking for me... He used to be my friend during my study in KDU. Now, I don't think so... It all happened because between me and Josh. Sorry to say, these people are chauvinistic. During the study, I'm not proud and I should not mentioned this, but it seems to be unfair... I HELPED THEM A LOT FOR ALL THE PROJECTS AND RECOGNITION!!! After all habis, they not even say thanks... Stupid chauvinistic pigs...!!!
    My parents allowed me to go to US. Now the problem is the US embassy will ever let me go. Coz all the stupid Islamic extremist.
    Ok that's it.. Will write about the interview tomorrow...

    Wednesday, June 23

  • Something to add up!!
  • Oh.. I had nasi lemak for breakfast I bought it before strolling my bike... Haven't had any nasi lemak for months... And I bought two, supposedly for Parry, I had promised her to have breakfast with her, but then I'm too tired, I only slept for only 5 hours today, I smsed her to let her know and promised her tomorrow. She's been working for 15+ hours a day, from 6.30am till 10pm. She's a good friend of mine, now she is a certified personal trainer... She's been helping me to send me back home after gym nowadays, which I refused but she insisted to send me back. Ok.. gonna continue my sleep..

  • I'm in love with my old passion...
  • Ever since I setting up my website, I think I'm in love with designing again... I've been reading the stuff that I've been ignoring for years, trying to remember the coding, as well as catching up the technology and everything. That's what I'm doing when I'm bored. Even yesterday, I even look up for book about CSS in MPH, luckily the books are too damn expensive. If not, then I'll buy it. How the passion came back? Well it's actually from blogging. Then, I was looking for idea to design this site. I look up the codes, then trying to redesign the site. Then, I bought a domain, thinking of setting up my site, I learnt how to code again. Then all the sudden, I felt in love again... Well, I'll keep this as a hobby only. Now, I have three passion in live, 1st cooking, 2nd fitness and 3rd website. Ohh, I want to this cooking book that cost about RM 400++.. Damn!! Cooking books are so so overpriced in M'sia!! I'm gonna get it in Amazon.com instead.
    Ohh, finally I managed to stroll my bike to back my house, at 6 am this morning, after I been left the bike in-front of 7 Eleven for 3 days, n sadly nobody want to steal it... I was hopping so, coz later I can get a new bike... How bad am I?
    I got an email about the US thingy... And some of us is going, someone that I don't like... Shit!! But then I just disregard bout it.. never mind about that! I have to talk to my dad bout this US thingy since I need to pay about RM 5000 for it. ... But I'm not sure when should I leave... If I'm leaving, I have to cancel my gym membership and my webbit. Damn!! But I can't wait to go...
    Oh!! This Friday I'm going for another interview in PJ Hilton. It's much nearer to my house and Fitness First.. Just opposite..
    I called Shangri-La's but they still haven't confirm me the jobs... Oh well, now I'm prefer more to Hilton. U know, each hotel that I wanted to work, always nearby Fitness First. Shangri-La is nearby the SPK outlet, Hilton nearby Axis. Hmm...
    Last Monday, I meet up with someone familiar from Penang, she was the FF instructor in Penang. She was so surprised to see me here, in KL I went for her RPM class which I missed it so much. We had a long chat, I had overwhelming feeling... But she not gonna teach in Axis, but if I got any chances definitely going to SPK to visit her. Oh by the way, if any of you guys wanna join Fitness First in Axis, the joining fees in ONLY RM 1, you save RM 98 when I paid when joining. The total would be RM 396 instead of RM 494. Only until end of this month... Only in Axis other outlet, I'm not sure.

    Sunday, June 20

  • I'm in stress!!!
  • I'm in stress right now... After so long never been in stress. Today early morning I went to gym. I was feeling good, coz today I'm having a gym challange with my partner, Chings. I was really motivated to take part, coz the winning team will get IBM notebook, X40. But she didn't turn up... I thought she's coming coz last night she sms me, letting me know bout it... At the end, she didn't. But I was ok.. Later on, my mum called... As usual, she asking me about what am I doing, I told her that I'm at the gym, then she start asking me if I got any job yet, I told her, not yet, since I didn't get any comfirmation from all the interview that I went for... then she said things that annoyed me. She telling me that, I've been jalan-jalan in KL, spending money. I just keep quiet.. coz I was in public place... But the truth that, I didn't even go KL for weeks now, the last time I had been out, with friends for the sake of entertaiment was 2 days ago, after weeks I didn't watch movies, last movie I catch was free. I hardly go out, even doing dieting, eating only twice a day. Mostly sandwiches. She asked me to go back Johor, which was stupid... What I'm gonna do there?? I'm still looking for job, it's not like I just playing around here...
    Then later on, my bike rosak, half way from my house... under the scorching sun and tired body, I had to push my bike. But then I get fed-up, I left it in-front of 7 Eleven. Damn!! Why must it all happened now, if I repaired the bike will coz me money, and if I asked my parent for it, surely my great mother will says something that so annoyingly shit to make me upset again... No wonder my elder brother prefer to work in KL to stay away from her, and soon, it will be me... I'm just wait for the moment to go aboard and most probably will never come back!!! I'm too tired with her... Never stop nagging... Called me ungreatfull son, but I had enough!!! Right now, what I'm thinking is how on earth I'm gonna repair my bike....

  • My digital camera...
  • I have a digital camera, or at least had. I send it to repair in April, till today I haven't heard any news from it. I bought the Kyocera SL300R solely because of the looks. It's does has nice look and great feature, but it's spoilt after 2 months of using it. I missed it very much... If only I can trade-in, I will go for Nikon or Kodak, for better quality and features. I went to the shop in Batu Pahat, to check if the camera was ok, but then the guy said that he hasn't heard any news... If something came up, he will call me. :(

    If only I have a digital camera right now, I will post everyday photo for my daily photoblog... It's looks cool... Coz it catching up really fast now.. Check out the community at http://www.photoblogs.org. And mysite is almost up.. Iskh!

    Saturday, June 19

  • elmiza.org
  • i spend the whole day staring at my monitor to finish up my site. from designing and posting. but not all are ready. maybe another more days of staring at my big 19 inch will finish it. let u guys know bout it. By the way.. this blog site will have a new look by end of this week. I'm still coding the xhtml. I'm need to learn everything back.. coz I forgot some of the coding.. evenmore, this site using xhtml.. i have no idea bout it.. Too busy being in kitchen i guess..
    adios!!

    Friday, June 18

  • Not so ordinary day...
  • I went out morning to catch Shrek 2 with Chings. I seldom see her these days. I meet her yesterday at the gym. So we made a plan to watch Shrek 2 together and she bring along a friend. I can't remember his name.?? Hmm.. I'm bad at remembering names. I really enjoyed the movie!! It's so damn funny.. I started thinking about what behind the story in the Shrek. It all about how we look like..

    Since I joining gym, seeing these people working hard pumping iron and running on treadmill making me thinking that, everyone have the same mind to get better body, because that some of us thinking that we being judge by the way we look like. Everyone want to be 'body beautiful' - six packs abs, round glutes, bulging pecks and strong arms - including me. Does it make me more confidence.. Yes!! Nowadays, when I'm back in Johor, meeting my aunts and uncles, for sure they gave me compliments and few comments. I can say I'm proud with myself.. On how I look. But then again, I really can't satisfied some people saying that I look too thin. They wanting me to put more weight!! Hahaha.. When I was overweight, they make fun of me, now they say something else.. Whatever!!

    But since becoming gym-junkie for about 4 months, I started to enjoy doing what used to be my daily regiments of self-abused, not because of wanting to get those 'body beautiful', just because to have fun with the friends that have same interest with me and meeting up with new friend. I can say that I getting know more people in gym, then during my study in college or training in hotel. Coz these people feel good about themselves and what they are doing, that's why they so open and friendly, but sometimes they are quite shy, I'll have to make the first move (till today, I hardly know any male friend form the gym!!)!! But not all are friendly and willing to chat with you coz some are supercilious kind of people.

    And you might facing something funny that can make you laugh!! Like yesterday, doing the yoga class, I missed interpreted what the instructor says, so I end-up doing something else, a position that really funny, instead doing on your side, I did a bridge, the funny things that, when she told us to stand, I was like huh?? Standing from bridge position?? Wow! This is advance!! And by that moments, she was standing next to me, and she asked me, how do I ended-up like that!! And everyone start looking at me!! She was laughing and the rest follows... Then I joint them... Even until finished the class she keep smiling at me.. Hahaha.. I think she will remember me for this. It wasn't the first time happened. First thing was when I were in Penang, I felt on the floor from doing back arching position, my hand slipped from supporting my upperbody, then the thumb sound was so loud, then the instructor start laughing ending up everyone laughing. From that moment, she knows me.. Sometimes good things happened after the bad experiences..

    Oh, by the way, I had my first cramp on my leg today during the RPM class.. Couldn't finish the whole class.. I keep telling people who never done RPM, to try for it, and if they don't have the persistent to finish the class, pretending that you have a leg cramp. Hahaha, now who got it!! But I did 2 classes before that!! So I was okay with it.

    P/s: I would like to thank to Karen Chan and Hung Seah for keeping reading on my blog and gives me some encouragements. Thanks guys!!

    Thursday, June 17

  • Calvin and Hobbes by Bill Watterson..
  • The only comic that I read everyday is Calvin and Hobbes. It's not just a comic strip, it's a vocabulary-enriching-comic-strip. On several days, I stucked with the words that Calvin says. Imagine such a small boys using those big words in everyday conversation, he should be genius boy. I think Calvin and Hobbes should make into big screen such as Garfield. I'll definitely gonna watch it!!
    I wish that my childhood was like Calvin, having a imaginary friend who always there for you and always listen all the crappy things that comes from my mouth. My childhood wasn't that good, the friend that I hangout during those days are nowhere. And I barely remember the happies moment in my childhood. The things that I still remember was being beaten up by my parents, being scolded and other bad stuffs that happened. That's is why I'm very emotional person. I just don't want to be hurt and getting hurt. That's when something that so hurting occurred to me, I feel like killing myself. It's true. I seems didn't care about my action would affected the people around me. I wasn't as social able when I grew up, because of the lack of self-confidence, being overweight and getting teased by my relatives make it worst. Only for past few years, I tried to change from unnoticed to be noticed by people around. But now, I'm trying to gain what was lost during the down time.

  • My iTunes most played song....
  • Am I still depress about the past? Coz my choices of songs that I played frequently were all sappy songs about trying to forget something or someone... I didn't noticed it until I checked just now. The most played were "My Immortal" by Evanescene and "Here Without You" by 3 Doors Down. I started to listen that two songs last year, during all the shit happen. And till today I keep listen to it. If you were asking if I had any other choices of songs? Damn a lot!! In my collection, I have 2690, and if I played it non-stop it should take 7 days 15 hours 37 mins and 15 secs.
    It shows that some part of me still grieving.. but each day bring me strength to face up and stand tall.. And a moment ago, I have completed my new extensive playlist containing top 40 songs that I have and using Party Shuffle in iTunes, I created 1 day long playlist non-repeated songs.. Wooo!!
    ciao!!

    Wednesday, June 16

  • Am I obligated to...?
  • Last night someone asked me to help him. To me I like to help people in need. But about this guy, well I have to think twice about it. Why? Coz the way he treated me last time and even now. My other friends that know him, say that he kindda friend with a cause.. If he needs help then he will be nice to you.. Yeah at first my thought wasn't like that.. Then last few months, I noticed that it's true..
    Well, he need a place to stay, which I have a room for rent.. Am I obligated to help him? I dont noe.. but what Karen C said to me, makes me think about it. What Karen C told me was right. Maybe I'm gonna let him stay in my house.. But it's gonna be different.. I'm not gonna treat him like before, maybe like a stranger..

    Monday, June 14

  • Having a thought of my bad habit..
  • It's been almost 4 months I quit smoking. Feeling much better. I can breath easily during intense workout. But today, I missed smoking, moreover I saw these people smoking at mamak after workout and I feel a bit stressed out. GET REAL MAN!! That's what I'm thinking.. How I wish I can smoke again.. But guess what, I can't.. My lungs can't take it anymore. I will get heavy breathing, coz my lungs now working in full condition, thanks to daily regiment of intense cardio.
    Tomorrow night going out with Preeta and Cherelyn to Sri Hartamas. Cherelyn invited me to go, it's her cousin's pub, so it should be free.. :)

    Sunday, June 13

  • Duh..
  • My interviewed yesterday was ok. I'm sure (90%) that I got the job. Now I'm worried bout the US thingy. I got to know only 2 students will be selected to go. I have no idea about my chances.
    For 2 nights I meet-up with Preeta. We talk about how we missed Penang and how's life nowdays after Penang. My life perception changed a lot after Penang. The experiences was good, overall. I've changed after Penang. Ohh.. How I missed Penang so much!! To me, Penang experiences give me a new breath on my life. I was really down after so much that happened before Penang. Everything is new to me, nowdays. I'm more comfortable with myself being alone. I have no problem eating alone, go out alone even watching movie alone. But the thought of missing someone still stuck in my head. I missed those people who cheered-up my life before. Those people who I love to be with. But where are they now? These days I don't know where and who they are.
    Karen C busy with her work. I meet-up with her after my first interview last Friday. She's look a bit stressed out.
    Tomorrow is a new day for a new week. I'm looking forward to give a productive week for myself in sense of my personal feeling, achivement and improvement in my quality of life.

    Thursday, June 10

  • Big day.. big hope..
  • Tomorrow gonna be a big day for me.. Gonna see chef in Shangri La KL for a job. Big hope!! I hope I got it..

    Feeling very tired after non-stop workout.. Went to 3 classes back to back.. RPM then Steps then Jam.. Haven't been so crazy since got back from Penang.. I used to did that when I was in Penang.. Wondering how's Shau Wen doing now.. She's my ex-housemate and my gym buddy in Penang..

    Need to get some sleep for tomorrow..

    Oh.. Since I have web hosting.. I need to complete my website that I had postponed for 2 years.. Hope to get it ready before I'm working..

    Ciao!!

  • My new space...
  • Just to let you guys who reading my blog..
    My new site is up and running.. http://elmiza.org

    Wednesday, June 9

  • Feeling gooooodd
  • Haven't write this blog for few days.. I was in Johor for my bro wedding. Last night I couldn't post, something wrong with the blog site.
    My migraine finally subduced. But I still have the lingering feeling.. But not as painfull as before. Now I dont have to depend on painkiller.
    Few good news happened :) and some are bad too.. :(

    Good news
    Maybe if everything going smoothly, by next year, I'm off to US of A!! Doing my attachment program in New Orleans!! Mardi Gras state!! I'm gonna be posted to JW Marriot there for 18 months!! So frens out there, pray for me so I can get it!!

    Today, a fren of my called me, confirming that there's a job vacancy in Shangri La KL.. They desperately need a commis.. I'm going there!!

    I started to go gym again!! After 2 weeks off!! Finally, Body Pump was launched in Menara Axis!! After a month of waiting...

    Bad News
    I gained weight!!

    My bro gonna stay with me next month!! Luckly not in same room!!

    I can't do intense cardio training anymore, coz of long holiday.. Have to get use to it again!!

    My mon complaining about my jobless situation, all because of my brother.. If he get married later after completing his study, my mom won't nagging about my jobless situation.

    Plain news..
    One of the trainer in Fitness First, Kim Boey gonna leave KL and move to Penang.. Gonna missed her.. Her class is so much fun coz she a wacky trainer!! Gonna visit her before I start working.

    My bro wedding was good.. I did the grooms meals with fruit carving.. It turn out to be good. But my hand was peeling coz I had to wash the dishes..

    That's all

    Friday, June 4

  • Scares thoughts...
  • It's been days since my last post.. My health is not in top form.. I'm having this migraine since last saturday.. I don't now why, went to check with doctor.. he said maybe it's because of stress.. Stress?? What do you mean by stress?!! Hmm.. I'm jobless.. I'm not stress.. If I was stress... it should be 6 months ago.. I was really really stressed.. Now, I'm not. I'm happy with everything!!
    The scaring thoughts that running in my mind that, maybe it's not a migraine.. maybe.. it's something else.. I dont know... My grandfather died because of brain tumor.. That's what I'm thinking now.. My parents still doesnt know bout it.. My brother getting marry this Sunday, I'm going back tommorow. Even if I told them, they gonna be busy with the wedding.. so if this thing still presist, I'm gonna tell them, and gonna do another check up..
    If there's no tommorow for me, wanna let these people know bout how I'm feeling..

    Karen Chan - We've been friend for 10+ years now.. I really appriciates I really appreciates on those times that you help me, especially during my hard moment in my life. You have been an extremely best buddy to me. All the advices that you given me really help me out. Thanks for the slap!!

    Aliyah (9+) - Aku nak mintak maaf kat kau sebab lately kita kurang bercontact. Kau memang banyak tolong aku, especially masa aku kat penang aritu, ko call aku hamper setiap minggu. Thanks!! I just wish that, I never been so messed up last time. I cant do anything bout it, now. Antara member2 aku, ko antara orang yang paling aku appreciates sekali. Aku harap ko bahagia dengan abang ko.

    Parry (2+) – I love your company. Every dinner time, hangout time.. everytime we spend together. I get inspire with what you doing rite now!! I’m really impressed! Thanks for be my close buddy, since KDU and till now!! THANKS!!

    Karen Lim (2+) – THANK YOU!! I’m sorry for what I had troubled you before. Thanks for trying to save my life!! You are the bravest woman that I ever meet! Climbing to my house was totally awesome!! All the time we have talk, we spend and giving me inspirations.. thanks!!

    Shida, Fuzah & Kimi – Member-member Penang.. I’m so glad that I know you guys.. Eversince I meet you guys, I feel happy living in Penang!! Thanks!! You guys make my experience in Penang an unforgettable once.

    Azam (8+) – Terima kasih atas segala pertolongan ko. Aku tak tau macam mana nak balas. Thanks for the companionship!!

    Kenneth (1+) – Dude! Thanks for all the jalan-jalan at late nights. Thanks for being my ears for past few months.

    Shakira, Aisha, Silvia (Fitness First PG) – THANKS for keeping me company during my workout in Penang!! Even for short moments, I really appreciates it!! I missed you guys!! Thanks!!

    Aivee - Please remember that, the feeling that you having rite now, shall pass. Don't blame on youself for the think that we can't control. Take Care!!

    Lulu - Thanks for being one of my buddy ever since we know from KDU.. Don't look down on urself!!

    J - Even we are no longger a friend, I really greatfull that I knew you. I'm sorry for all the shits that happened. Just wanna wish you Good Luck for ur future undertaking!!! Keep urself UP!!

    Chings - Thanks for being keep me busy smsing with you while I'm in penang. Thanks for being my friend!! Good Luck for you future undertaking!!

    Justin, Kevin - Thanks!!

    Kak Nita, Rebecca, Bobby - Thanks for being my buddy in da gym.. Thanks for all your concern!!

    For all da friends that I didnt mention here, THANK YOU from bottom of my heart!!

    I love you guys!!

    Wednesday, June 2

  • I'm still..
  • Jobless.. having my headache.. massive one.. I hate to say this, but I envying someone now.. Someone who used to be my good friend.. now he's working in Westin Hotel.. I just got to know bout it.. But luckily I'm not work there, coz I almost did going there, until I have a second thought..
    Haha.. day 34, Jobless.. Becoming a very lazy bum.. I hate what I changing to.. I really need a job, IN HOTEL!!
    First thing, call my contacts.. I have a lot of contacts, in hotel industry, but what the hell is wrong with me, i didn't call them! STUPID STUPID!!
    Sheraton Imperial KL, exec chef, I have his phone no, going to make the call next week after my bro's wedding. Someone in Kenyir Lake Resort, I have his contact no too, amaizingly I got this from my dentist.. Gonna make da calls..
    Have to complete my resume.. by next week.. I have to start moving...