HAPPY NEW YEAR 2005!!!

Adam@Home by Brian Basset

I'm still here in Malaysia. My visa on still pending... Well, I can't do much about it but waiting... My first plan was celebrating new year in New Orleans... But since I still can't get my visa, I'm celebrate it here... *Sigh Well... I guess that's what God had planned for me...

For the past a week, I've been reading about the tsunami in South East Asia.. Well, I'm more concern about my friends in Penang and Maldives. They both fine... What a relieve.. It's sad to see those people perished... thousands of people.. Especially in Indonesia... It's at the end of the year.. It might takes years to build again the places... I'm glad that I'm here... Thank God... Well, all the New Year celebration cancelled, thanks to our Prime Minister.. He did a good thing... I'm felt sorry to myself if I'm still out there and celebrating the new year... Pray for all those people who are not here anymore... And I'll pray for our safety next year and wishing that this devastation could not be happening again... Amin...

Actually, new year brings nothing to me, it just a reminder for me that a year had passes and the new will come... Since I'm living to the fullest everyday... I'm trying to be a good person everyday... Improving myself everyday... Not making a false resolutions and forget about it in a day or two... It's about your commitment towards yourself everyday... Well, the year 2004, bring a lot of joys and sadness... I'm remembering the joy that I had for the year 2004, as for the sadness... I'm taking it as something that I could learn from my mistake... It's all happened from my mistake thou...

Rite now, I'm all alone except few MSN friends that I chat with them almost everynight... I feel good spending the night all by myself... I used to it already... Last new year eve I was in Penang, with Ernest, Jon Roy and Poh Kiang... That was New Year's Eve to be remembered.. Hehehe Funny...

The Old Year has passed. Let all grieves be gone forever. Never think about what we have done for the past year. The New Year has taken possession of the clock of time. Good Luck in the New Year! Take the challenge and be prepared for the coming 12 months. All hail the duties and possibilities of the coming twelve months! May u have wonderful a New Year ahead! Have a good health and prosperous year long with the love ones.

It's been a exuberantly unhappy 2 weeks...

Yes, I haven't get any news regarding my visa application. It's been 2 weeks now. I heard nothing from the embassy. Everyday for the past 2 weeks, my day full of anticipation of waiting a call from unknown number. I get restless.. My parents keep bugging me... I feel so useless... What can I do? Nothing.. Just wait and be patient - that's what friend told me. Yeah! Be patient!! For how long?? My due was way over... I'm running out of cash... and patient. Shit!! Why it takes so long for them to process it? Why do I still here, instead there! I hated myself for not being able to know what's going on...

Missing my iPod...

I met-up with two unsuspected friends in The Curve this morning. Well last time we met was last Friday, unplanned. Happened again this morning.. Hehehe twice the luck!!

Yesterday was a dragful day. I was all alone in my room. I didn't go out for lunch. I was thinking all about my visa. Worry and sick. Later at night, I went dinner and someone called me to join them. I met with Chings, Susan and Farah. I had a good conversation with them, actually most of the time with Chings. She's in love now... That's what I can say...

Later.. got to go..

Something bad...

I'm still waiting for my visa... I hate waiting for something. Everytime I'm thinking about my visa, it just makes me feel discontented about leaving to US. Why? Why? I've been waiting for this for so long, but why do I have to be discontented about it?? I'm just so plain tired. I'm starting to think about my next plan if I couldn't get my visa. Of course I have to pay back my mother, soon or later.. Facing the people that knowing that I'm going to US, would be a catastrophic!! Explaining to them about the situation, of course they will says something about it...

My iPod gone kaput. The scroll wheel sometime lock-up. It just occured to me, that everytime I bought something expensive it will not last. For example, my digital camera, after 3 months using it, it can't be switch on. Had to send for almost 6 months repair job. Once I got in my hand, it looks awfull. My iPod, luckly teh service guy told me that I will get a NEW REPLACEMENT iPod! Yay! But I'm not so sure if this is true... I just wouldn't want to give much hopes...

Going to dentist to take out my stitches... Later...

P/S : Karen Chan has decided not to write blog anymore. What a pity!! Domage!! I don't know the reason for her to stop writting, but I think, she feel contented and busy with her life now with her new boyfriend. Anyway, if I ever got my foot in US, it would be hard for me to know what's going on with her... Have to settle for email then... :(

Visa, iPod and surgery...

I went to Johor last weekends. Just to get my account book for the visa interview. But I didn't use it. Well, the interview went out well, just that I couldn't get it at the time. I have to wait for 2 to 4 weeks for it. Which by the way will pass way beyond my starting training date. I'm feeling nervous of not getting it. I had spent so much money, time and my job to get at this part. Now, the barrier between me and me going to US, is US Department of State or maybe the air ticket... Well I'm also worried about that.. So now have to wait for 2 to 4 weeks...

iPod... Hehehe finally I got my hands on this. Happy!!

Surgery... I had a minor surgery in my mouth... Pain like hell as I typing this entry... I can't eat solid food untill the wound dried... Hey wanna eat shushi?? Feel like have that shushi... I know I'm gonna miss that later... and satay!!

Karen Chan... Well I met with her last Sunday... with her new boyfriend... She looks so happy... Radiant with smile... I'm glad that she found someone... His boyfriend, well judging from my eyes... he's good looking.. well he's a Arab, Morrocan to be exact. He can speak French, German, Arab and English... Talking bout multilingua... Me? My French and Spanish now like shit... Hope I can catch it up again... Maybe I can speak French or Spanish in New Orleans.

I'm starting to feel the pain again... argh headache... Where's my ibuprofen....?? Later...

I got the package!!!

This is time that I've been waiting for.. I recieved my package yesterday. It was delivered to Johor instead here in PJ. Luckly my friend was on the way back to KL. So I asked him to bring it to me. Man! There's a lot of stuff to do!! The tentative date would be on 27 Dec. But it all depends on my visa. Going to do the interview this Monday. Hopefully I will get thru it without any hitch. Man! The time is almost here... Feeling excited? Yea! With all other feeling. Nervous, tense and sad. All mixed up. Will explain it later.. Gonna sleep now. Tomorrow going back Johor for a quick one. Coming back this Saturday morning.

24 days to go... What a year!!!

Can I say that this is a good year? Even before its end. Truly I'm happy with it. Even some shits happened, but I couldn't care less coz I'm experiencing the greatest moments - lots of it! What a year!! I feel like I were born again... Hahaha... But still there's a lot of things to catch up next year... To realizing my dreams. And Insya-Allah, I will be working in US next year! I'm all excited.

I couldn't believe it. January - I was in Penang, the starting point of my new life. Experiencing new atmosphere and environment. Met-up lots and lots of new friends. I become open with people. Letting people know that I'm exist. I had fun in Penang. Although at that moment I did realized that friends sometimes change, including the people that were closed to you. Somehow, I couldn't fix it.

Febuary - I had a great deal facing my problem. I thought that I might just ended. I tried to fix the problem, but somehow decided to let it end. My friendship with some friends were really tarnished with this person that I involved. They kept me away from themselves. I decided to make new friends in Penang. At that moment, I felt so lonely...

March - Still doing good in Penang. Training in Golden Sand really makes me feel alive again. And Fitness First keeps me motivated.

April - Celebrated my birthday in cold kitchen with the staffs... They are really friendly. I'm gonna call them before I'm leaving. Oh! My housemates then, celebrated with me. Sheau Wen bought me a cake!

As for today, I had my crown. Its a bit higher and not leveled with all other teeth. But, I still can eat comfortably. Then my brother called me asked me if I'm interested to do bridge on my other lost teeth. There's a UM Dentistry student needed a patient for the final exam. So I take it, although had to pay, but it's a lot more cheaper since I don't have to pay for the treatments and workmanship. But I used up most of my the last month salary for my crown, I think I will called my mother for this, since she told me that she can pay for it.

I'm back home here in PJ...

I'm back home here in PJ after 5 days away visiting my friend in Ipoh and back to Johor attending 2 wedding ceremony. Nothing much to say about the ceremony coz only few of my friends attended. Only me, Azizan and Hemmy came for both ceremony. It's kindda sad coz the rest of us gone or went missing.

I went to Tronoh before that, went to Padil's house and stayed there for 2 days. Nothing much I did there, coz he had to work and while me just spending the whole day watching Astro. Haha.. Took few photos of the new complex, the huge and beautiful librabry and the main auditorium.

UPDATE ON MY US TRIP
I got an email saying my Certificate of Eligibility (DS-2019) from AIPT in on my way, FedEX's tracking shows that the mail is in Johor now, meaning that I would be able to do my J-1 visa soon. Sadly that the package send to Batu Pahat, Johor, my hometown... DARN!! Guess that I can do my visa next week Monday. Yay! I'm guessing that I would be able to fly to US on 27 December. Wow! So friends who still haven't see me, or wanna meet-up with me, better do it now... Save ur money and spend me in a nice restaurant! Hahahaha!